Ne kadar sorguladin kendini bugune kadar? Yargiladin?En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcde kendini g\u00f6rmezden geldin.Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n hatalar\u0131 gizledin.\u00c7ekti\u011fin ac\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fczerini simsiyah bir \u00f6rt\u00fcyle kapatt\u0131n.Evet soruyorum ne zamand\u0131r? K\u00fcst\u00fcn kendine…Uzat elini gel seninle korkmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcyelim.Sana,bana.Seninle benim aramdaki fark,ben dedi\u011finde ba\u015flar unutma.Kendini sahiplen,koru onu.B\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131nda bug\u00fcne kadar yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n yaramazl\u0131klar\u0131,a\u015f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 af et…”Kendimi af ediyorum” af etmenin onurlu toz pembe \u00fclkesindesin ho\u015fgeldin.Buyur af etmek ilk kap\u0131yd\u0131.\u0130kinci kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndesin \u00e7evir anahtar\u0131 kilidi “\u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim” Evet iki kelime kendinden \u00f6z\u00fcr dile ve a\u00e7 kap\u0131y\u0131 gir i\u00e7eri sen bunu hakediyorsun.Ele\u015ftirdi\u011fin i\u00e7in,k\u0131zdigin i\u00e7in,ihmal etti\u011fin i\u00e7in ve ya\u015fattiklarin ve ya\u015fayamadiklarin i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dile.\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kap\u0131 “Seni seviyorum” sev kendini.O daha b\u00fcy\u00fcyen,geli\u015fen,yaramaz,k\u0131r\u0131lgan ve hatalarla \u00f6\u011frenen bir \u00e7ocuk.Bu y\u00fczden \u00e7ok sev kendini.B\u0131kma sevmekten seni.Son kap\u0131 “te\u015fekk\u00fcr et” kendine.Bug\u00fcn ki seni var etti\u011fi i\u00e7in.Belki g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn manzara ho\u015funa gitmeyebilir.Ke\u015fkeye d\u00fc\u015fme \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o bir bal\u00e7\u0131k gibidir debelendikce dibe gidersin.\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr tutsun elini uzat.\u015e\u00fckrettikce y\u00fckselirsin,de\u011ferlenirsin.Her biti\u015f yeni g\u00fczelliklere gebedir.Sen de\u011fiski evren senden ilham als\u0131n.S\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim bu \u00fclke toz pembe.Gel burda \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7al\u0131m.Derin bir nefesle “Geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeye niyet ediyorum” deyip g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek ilk yapra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u00e7al\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Reng\u00e2renk sevgiler sars\u0131n sizi ?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ne kadar sorguladin kendini bugune kadar? Yargiladin?En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcde kendini g\u00f6rmezden geldin.Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n hatalar\u0131 gizledin.\u00c7ekti\u011fin ac\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fczerini simsiyah bir \u00f6rt\u00fcyle kapatt\u0131n.Evet soruyorum ne zamand\u0131r? K\u00fcst\u00fcn kendine…Uzat elini gel seninle korkmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcyelim.Sana,bana.Seninle benim aramdaki fark,ben dedi\u011finde ba\u015flar unutma.Kendini sahiplen,koru onu.B\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131nda bug\u00fcne kadar yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n yaramazl\u0131klar\u0131,a\u015f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 af et…”Kendimi af ediyorum” af etmenin onurlu toz pembe \u00fclkesindesin ho\u015fgeldin.Buyur af etmek …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":1402,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[76],"tags":[554,228,555],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u00c7i\u00e7ek-Almak.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1400"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1400"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1400\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1401,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1400\/revisions\/1401"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1402"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1400"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1400"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hatayinnabzi.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1400"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}